What is it about the human condition that drives us to find someone to love and that we hope will love us in return? What is it that sets us up for such excruciatingly painful failure? Am I giving up? No. I will scream against the disappointment and pain and to reach as far as my voice will carry and for as long as my voice will last. I will stand strong and alone as long as required to prove that the hurtful nature of this chaotic dance will not break me. There will probably never be true happiness for me, but I will accept that with the knowledge that I didn’t give up, and that it did not break me. Misery will try, but I will try harder.